
My inner voice promises. Hope and optimism overflow. Plans surface. With high expectations, I publically declare. I have what it takes. I will accomplish. I am determined.
Then something happens.
A sudden halt. A disappointment. A fear. Indignation -toward self, toward others. Sadness. Defeat. I get out my shovel. I bury my silly plans. My inner voice admonishes. Confusion riddles my mind as my plans go awry. Reminders embarass. Feeling unfulfilled and a failure.
Then something happens.
A disturbance. A shaking of shoulders. A voice outside of myself. Thunder speaks, "Get up! Hear me and listen. Still your inner voice, take charge of your heart. Follow Me. I laid down my life for you. I will show you My plan. It is much greater than anthing you can imagine.
Then something happens.
Excitement is born. Burdens are lifted. It's not up to me. I can admit my weakness because He is strong. He found me when I had given up. He's got this and I get to be a part of it. I have relief. He is for me even when my plans fail. Freedom! All he expects from me is that I simply trust Him -because He is good. So I wait for what He has planned for me day by day knowing He is in control and will accomplish all He intends to accomplish with or without me.
Then something happens.
A sudden halt. A disappointment. A fear. Indignation -toward self, toward others. Sadness. Defeat. I get out my shovel. I bury my silly plans. My inner voice admonishes. Confusion riddles my mind as my plans go awry. Reminders embarass. Feeling unfulfilled and a failure.
Then something happens.
A disturbance. A shaking of shoulders. A voice outside of myself. Thunder speaks, "Get up! Hear me and listen. Still your inner voice, take charge of your heart. Follow Me. I laid down my life for you. I will show you My plan. It is much greater than anthing you can imagine.
Then something happens.
Excitement is born. Burdens are lifted. It's not up to me. I can admit my weakness because He is strong. He found me when I had given up. He's got this and I get to be a part of it. I have relief. He is for me even when my plans fail. Freedom! All he expects from me is that I simply trust Him -because He is good. So I wait for what He has planned for me day by day knowing He is in control and will accomplish all He intends to accomplish with or without me.